Funny how I've changed and gotten lazy all these years. It's been a few years now, and having the feeling to blog again. I'm 20 years old now, and I have a special someone. Her name is Stephenie Stephen, She's 22 years old, currently studying in UiTM. Oh, I forgot, it's been a long time since I updated my blog. ahhh, got so much to tell.. haha I'll start from when I graduated from matrix, but not now. I'll start don't worry (As if anyone is reading). :D anyways will update often after this.. hopefully my laziness won't get the best of me.. Bye for now.

Where do the BEST go?

What??! It's been 1 month?? Well what can I say, life in Matrix is hard and frustrating. Let's just say that being a Class Monitor, member of church choir, BASIC Committee members, Member of Cultural dance team, board member of the Dynamics of Skill just stresses me.

Well I'm here for nearly 2 months now and it's been a wonderful experience being a college student but I just can't get rid of this excessive stress that I'm feeling. 40 Chapter to be covered in 10 months with loads of activities along the side plus the tiring practices so that I can represent KML in Cultural Dance Competition. My schedules are packed and it's hard to find the time to study in all this "things". Can you find a word to sum up all this?? To me the word that can sum all this up is "Fucked".

Just so you know, this doesn't happen to me alone I believe my friends is facing the same situation as me. Even so, I always try to stay connected with my friends as frequent as possible but it's seems like I'm the only one trying. Now I'm starting to believe what my friend Ronald said "There's no such things as BESTFRIEND there's just FRIEND". I love the word BEST to be next with FRIEND but as I live my life in KML it's slowly proves that the word BEST just don't exist but there's still one person that can spark a fire in me to believe that the word BEST still exist, hope He'd be here to observe at what is happening.

Living in KML don't just challenge your brain but also your emotion, call me what you want but this is how I see it. It's proven a few weeks ago when I'm seriously in raged with I-don't-know-what, but with the help of my friends I manage to keep it together but only in their eyes. I can see that they're just scared of me. They are my friends, how can I hurt them when I love them so much?? This makes me think, do they see me as their BESTFRIEND? Or just a PITAF?

Just need to get a break from all of this, since they're not trying it's better for me to stop trying as well. But I will still see my 'Bro' as my BESTFRIEND.

Journey to KML

Hello! Yeah it's been a long time. :)

First of all, i would like to say, i can't wait till my newphew is born! But sadly, i won't be there when he is delivered cuz i am now in Labuan for my studies.
For those who wasn't informed, i am now in KML (Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan) for my studies. Yeay! :) The night before i took off to Labuan, my family and i had a farewell dinner for me, which was very thoughtful for my mum to gather us together before my flight, cuz i really need that. Since it was only a few minutes flight i didn't puke which was great! And the view was outstanding! For the very first time my foot landed on Labuan, and my first impression was "they have loads of trees" and the people are peoples (if you know what i mean). Then after the few minutes flight we went to our Hotel which was very far from the airport that causes us to pay Rm25(or was it Rm30?) to the taxi driver. Weird, eventhough it was only a few minute flight i felt exhausted, maybe it's caused of my big ass luggage. I directly go online as soon as we got into the room and played Iris(which i had to give up cuz of my studies). Then i went swimming, alone. Then me and my mum went for our dinner after that which was also super expensive! I mean, how much will Nasi Goreng with a chicken drum stick cost in KK? Like Rm5.50? But it cost my mum Rm12 that don't even taste nice. =.=" And that night dinner cost my mum Rm30+.
The next day, we went to KML for my registration that only took me like 30second to finish. Fast? I know. Then i went to my room which was located at 8F1.14 and turned out to be a nice room. As soon as im done shoving all my stuff in my locker, we went to UK(Ujana Kewangan a.k.a Megalong) to buy the stuff im lacking. Then that night i had to sleep in KML to take care of my stuff and sadly its a goodbye time. I hugged my mum and said "bye mum, take care", guess what i almost cried but i hold it in. ;)
And this is the summary of my journey to KML.

Bye

It's been very long since i last blogged, but here i am stuck in the face of the computer lost for words to present to my undescribably wonderful friends.

It's been the best few year that i will ever had, if i never see this group of people again. Because they are the source of joy to me. They are part of my life, that i shall not expell from my memories.

(Play this song while reading this)

One by one we are leaving to create our path of life. At the same time we're leaving our Friend that had been with us for years. Yes, we said we'll meet again, but everyone had a path to take, no matter how badly they want to be together again, the course of life will just gets in the way.

All this time we're together we never seize to have fun with each and every moment we had together. Non of us knows the effect of this fondness we created. Now when all of us is about to go our own way, then we realize how unfortunate it is to create this bond. We had to make everyday count, so that we'll have a great time when we still have the time to be together, but it will never be enough because we love each other so very much. It will never be enough for the pleasure that we can create is endless, but as it is said "time waits for no man" because we all have to grow up and carry the responsibility of our family and devastatingly leave our friends to find wisdom for the future life we're about to create.

It's not easy to write the truth about separation, there's always tears interruption in the process. I hate SEPARATION, just by hearing this word makes us sad, cuz all of us knows that we have to go through this process. Like this very week.

Guys, it's been a great 3 years run with you guys, but now it's GOODBYE time. Bye! Farewell my kind friend.

NEAH!!!! Hahaha all this is bullshit, we can never believe this shit, we can be together no matter what right guys?! We are the Amarookeez! We can do what ever it takes to be together again, we'll be responsible for this bond we created.

I LOVE YOU GUYS AND GURLS (haha) !

Let us meet again a few years from now ok? Comment if you want to meet again.

Mother's Day!

Mother's Day!

A day that can bring the whole family back together. I mean gather together to chat like old times, eat, laugh, and do all the stuff that we used to do. My Mum's Mother's Day, was not that perfect cuz not all of us was there, to celebrate with her, her special day. Even so, she looks very happy that day, maybe it was because of her granddaughter's presence. How i wish we can get together every week, just to put a smile on her face. That'll be wonderful.

So i'm wishing that all mothers in the world will have their own special moments with their children. This (The 1st paragraph) is my mum's moments.

Love,

Nick

"Did you forget?!!" (Dedicated to Rafael)

This story was back in the year 2009 in the school library. 

Raf: Ui, jum kita pigi library. 

Us: buat? 

Raf: Kita nyanyi lagu Demi lovato "Don't forget"

Us: Bha

For you peeps that know Smk DPM's buildings, we were singing at the library stairs(The one yg at the end there yg x kena buka tu). And guess what? That spot was near to our principal's office. With all our hearts, we sing out loud

"Did you forget

That I was even alive

Did you forget

Everything we ever had

Did you forget

Did you forget

About me

Did you regret

Ever standing by my side

Did you forget

What we were feeling inside

Now I'm left to forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

So now I guess

This is where we have to stand

Did you regret

Ever holding my hand

Never again

Please don't forget

Don't forget

We had it all

We were just about to fall

Even more in love

Than we were before

I won't forget

I won't forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

At all

And at last

All the pictures have been burned

And all the past

Is just a lesson that we've learned

I won't forget

Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song

But you won't sing along

You've forgotten

About us  "

Then, 

Arif: Ui pengetua!

We were all running like all hell are about to break lose, Me, Arif and Kevin were hiding on the stairs, Raf cowardly run towards the end and hide there, the rest was pretending they don not know anything. And in the end Me, Arif and Kevin had to clean up the library's compound for a month and guess what?? Raf gets away clean. Hurm =.="

My journey with AMAROOKEEZ!

This is us, but not all of us.

This is Amarookeez, a family that was formed in the year 2006 till now. . . and going strong.

I certainly am fortunate to made friends with this wonderful, beautiful, sweet, kind-hearted, caring and helpful sets of people. If it wasn't for them and my teachers i won't be able to achieve the result that i have now. Eventhough it's not that great of a result(SPM) but it could have been much worse. We always stick with each other through thick or thin, and whenever i'm in need they'll be there to help.

It was back when i was still a knucklehead (you'll know what i'm talking about if you had read my previous post) when i was accepted to become part of this awesome group. Well basically, it was because of a dance competition(Dance Off) that was organize by the school, i'm guessing they have insufficient members that's why they invited me to their group and which we finished in second place. Then from that day on, we're not just dancing friends, we are a FAMILY. See?? Am i not lucky?? 

But sadly, some of our family members had to transfer to other school. And they are, Joanne, Abigail, Anna, Adeline, Daniella, Mikael and maybe some that i couldn't recall. But always know that you'll always be part of this family cuz "ONCE AN AMAROOKEEZ ALWAYS AN AMAROOKEEZ". And there's a saying "ONCE YOU GO BLACK YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK" and that's how our family works (atleast i think so).

In the year 2009, we'll hang out almost everyday even during weekends and after class! We can't stay apart too long and i had no idea why. There's always plans, week after week and we never stop having an activity together just so that we can get together.

This is my journey with Amarookeez in the year 2009!